punk rock is your friend
I spent the afternoon at
Sergio's with
Bibi and
Pablo, watching punk videos, Family Guy and Futurama and now I'm just watching all the cd's with more videos that I borrowed from Serg (get well soon!!!). There are some awsome ones!!
One thing I know for sure: I'm going to California. I don't know when, or for how long, but I gotta go.
I want cool shows everyweekend for less than 20 euros...
I don't think I could live without music. And I'm serious.
Tonight was cool talking (shouting cause that nu metal music shit was way too loud..) to Bibi.
It's not about being classic, it's all about being in love. Not seeing anyone but the one you love.. Love can be a bitch, but no love at all would be much worse.
I'm getting tired. I'm gonna watch a few more videos and go to sleep.
Good night.
I can't wait to see Garden State. I love the trailer.
:: I am thinking it's a sign that the freckles
:: In our eyes are mirror images and when
:: We kiss they're perfectly aligned
:: And I have to speculate that God himself
:: Did make us into corresponding shapes like
:: Puzzle pieces from the clay
:: True, it may seem like a stretch, but
:: Its thoughts like this that catch my troubled
:: Head when you're away when I am missing you to death
:: When you are out there on the road for
:: Several weeks of shows and when you scan
:: The radio, I hope this song will guide you home
:: They will see us waving from such great
:: Heights, 'come down now,' they'll say
:: But everything looks perfect from far away,
:: 'come down now,' but we'll stay...
:: I tried my best to leave this all on your
:: Machine but the persistent beat it sounded
:: Thin upon listening
:: That frankly will not fly. you will hear
:: The shrillest highs and lowest lows with
:: The windows down when this is guiding you home
- Such great hights, The Postal Service -
Btw, I've just seen a guy that looks like
Harek on Deadbolt's (Thrice) video. Funny.
the village
Ivy Walker: When we are married, will you dance with me? I find dancing very agreeable.
...
Why can you not say what is in your head?
Lucius Hunt: Why can you not stop saying what is in yours? Why must you lead, when I want to lead? If I want to dance I will ask you to dance. If I want to speak I will open my mouth and speak. Everyone is forever plaguing me to speak further. Why? What good is it to tell you you are in my every thought from the time I wake? What good can come from my saying that I sometimes cannot think clearly or do my work properly? What gain can rise of my telling you the only time I feel fear as others do is when I think of you in harm? That is why I am on this porch, Ivy Walker. I fear for your safety before all others. And yes, I will dance with you on our wedding night.
- The Village -
MJ (L) PP (a.k.a. SM)
Yesterday, first normal Physics class since school.
I'm proud of myself. I didn't really think I could stay at uni till 7pm, but hey! I did. I fought that unnatural strenght inside me, tempting me to go home, and stayed.
Next challenge: Wednesday. Sus, be ready.
I'm starting the Java practice today. I'm expecting to have it ready tomorrow the latest. It's for November 2sd but I wanna get it done this week. It'll be easy. It's the same we did last year.
Punto.java, Circulo.java, Triangulo.java, PruebaFigura.java.
I just have to decide whether I install PCgrasp or Xemacs. Suggestions anyone?
Believe it or not I've heard more than a few people talking about New Year's already... It's gonna start to drive me nuts. NO NO NO. I don't wanna think about what I'll do, what I won't do or what the fuck I'll wear, yet. I know what I want and what I won't have. That's enough for now.
Yeah, it might be a good idea to go away from town. (Samu, was it you who posted that?)
Am I being too unsociable?
I can't wait for the 4rd November. It's gonna be a cool show.
4th time seeing Mad Caddies, 3rd time seeing Belvedere and 2sd time seeing Throw Rag.
My sister asked what's the point of going to see bands I've seen already.
I don't know. I just love shows. There's no need for a point. Or anything.
"when I say 'fuck you' I mean 'I love you babe, but stop trying to piss me off..', and you know that!"
LOL.
Happy birthday,
Harek.
orange fingers generation
Wooo! It was long since I last walked to Moncloa.. The last times I've been out I always found someone who'd drive me home. I did today too but Kijot and Reyes wanted to stay longer so I just took the bus.
I don't mind walking on my own. I love that moment for myself. I love crossing that street with the cool name. I love thinking while I walk fast. Sometimes I even liked crying on the way, specially if it's cold. Freezing. Don't ask why. There's no reason at all.
But tonight there's been no tears. Just thoughts, and dreams, and memories...
-
on the bus -
Noise and kisses Vol.1 played randomly:
1. Kelly. (The Movielife)
2. What comes around. (The Bombjacks)
3. Don't hate me. (Rufio)
4. In years to come. (Thrice)
5. Playing favorites. (The Starting Line)
6. Memory. (Sugarcult)
7. The patron saint of liars and... (Fall Out Boy)
-
got home -
(Could I ask for better songs?)
... and misunderstanding... There's no need for the world to be so big.
I don't know how it happend but I got myself thinking about New Year's.. I don't want it to be the way it'll probably be. I wanna start 2005 holding his hand.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
definitely
knight in shinning armor
I love
kurt halsey. Love his painting. You should check it out. I saw a drawing at
Jorge's blog and couldn't resit going into the guy's site to see more stuff.
I love it when I see pics or drawings and they remind me of things. When I can identify myself with certain images.
I love love.
I'm weak, and I get my hopes too high. The fall is hard. But there'll be no fall no more. I'm saved. Forever. I just don't worry anymore.
Stars shine everynight up in my room and I have a pillow to hold untill he comes. Roses up the shell and our mix cd. CK One in a piece of paper and pictures on the comp. Everything's fine.
The battle will be won, and so will be war. No fear. Chest out, I have a sword made of dreams.
Superheros are real. One is mine.
I love hope.
I'm taken.
more than a thousand years
The weather's crazy. It's damn cold today, tho sunny, and it was freezing last night too, and raining. Shit! we had like 30º two days ago!! I guess it's gonna be a fucked up winter. I only hope we get some snow..
Going to Nature on thursday made me think when the hell the world's gonna change. Everything's so sexist. It's always half-naked girls dancing in front of the crowd. Never guys.
I'm not saying all this because I want guys so that I can stare at them and dribble. I definitely wouldn't, I don't give shit about muscular men dancing like mad trying to turn girls on.
I don't like this kind of "shows" (to call it somehing), but the same way that there are girls should be boys. It's like we're just fucking objects. Sex toys. And we're not. It's really offensive.
Anyways, apart from that, the night was awsome. It was fun that park before we went it. And it was pretty good inside too. It was long since I last went out with Ana and Palo. I'd missed it!! We gotta hang out again soon. It's always fun with them. (Btw, I gotta go shopping, I'll give Ana a call...)
Friday and Saturday were great too. I hadn't gone out with "the crew" for who know's how long...
I didn't find Shock as boring as usually, so yeah, it might really be a long time since I last set foot in there... lol.
Sorry, not feeling like writing anymore so I'll just stop here. I should be getting everything ready, we're leaving in less than an hour.
I'm gonna miss you. All of you. But specially him. Don't know how to explain it (don't feel like trying either)...
- 54 days -
58
Billy Talent are better than I thought. That first time I heard them at Pukkelpop last year I didn't like them, but now that I've given them a second oportunity... yup, they're quite good. Weird voice this guy has tho.
I'm going to Tunis on Sunday and just found out that my cell phone won't proabably work there. How am I supossed to live one week like that? No, I'm not addicted to my phone, but I'm addicted to him...
I'm pretty excited. I've never mind going away with my parents, and hey! it's Tunis! We're even gonna sleep one night at an oasis. Sounds fun. I'll make pictures and all, don't worry.
First real day of class tomorrow.. I've stayed home this last 2 days. Tuesday cause it was non-sense to go and yesterday cause we had the day off (or that's what I was told..). But yeah, tomorrow I can't escape. I don't really want to anyways. I kinda feel like starting. Specially tomorrow that I have "systems and circuits" and "programming 1" (JAVA!!!).
Btw, I have the same stupid asshole bastard physics teacher so I'm gonna go to Phisics class with group 62. I do not wanna fail again.
Yesterday was hard. Talking on Skype was cool tho. And msn. I loved the pictures! And, you know what? I love the way I can't express my feelings.. (Too big!!! hehe).
I hope it rains when you're here. But just if we can see a rainbow.
Get well soon baby.
Could I ever stop saying I love you?? I'm gonna drive everyone insane!! Sorry, people.. I can't help it.
:: Tears are feelings we cant say
:: tears mean that you care
:: tears are mixed emotions
:: tears are more than tears
:: the pouring rain
:: from my eyes
:: means to much
:: to keep inside
- Tears, Rufio -
3rd December
I'm already counting down the days.
Today and yesterday have been better than Thursday and Friday. Those two have been really fucked up days.
It's being hard, but knowing he'll be here in two months and that we love each other (like crazy, I would say) keeps me going on and cheers me up quite a lot.
I still feel kinda empty sometimes tho. Like I knew I would cause a part of me is missing. Missing, but somehow still there. The absence of him is only physical and temporary. Anyways, I decided I won't be sad anymore (I mean extremly sad as I was) and I'll miss him, yeah, but with a smile. And hope. And thinking about the good times that we've had and we'll have. About Australia, a small attic in London, a water bed, home cinema...
I went to see Cris yesterday. Poor her. She can't go out for 10 days and has to have her leg in plaster for at least 2 months. But I'll go to see her everyday that I can. She deserves that and much more.( Meine liebe, du bist mein Zetxinbabe!!) After that I met Palo and Ana and after going for beer, milkshake and juice (fucking weird one that you got, Ana!) damn! I've just remembered I forgot the pink straw! Well, after that, we came home and watch a movie. I didnt understand shit so I'll have to watch it again. Paying attention this time. We were gonna go out, but we felt tired so we finally didn't.
I stayed home friday night too. Watching half of Big Fish and doing shit with some pictures. It wasn't bad, that's actually all I felt like doing.
First day of class tomorrow. I so not feel like going... Hopefully I'll have a different Physics teacher this year, someone that can actually teach... Stupid dumbass I had... !!! Just thinking about it makes me mad.
- 61 days -
ps, my cousins are hell cute.
sin contrato
My sister told me to listen to this song. She said it'd cheer me up whenever distance brings me down, whenever people say we live too far from each other to love us.
(I'll translate it for you, yellow boy)
:: "Cada vez se van a ir entendiendo menos,
:: irán avanzando como los cangrejos.
:: Los problemas se irán haciendo complejos
:: y al final caerán de boca contra el suelo".
:: Eso es lo que siempre escuché decir
:: cada vez que hablaban de ti y de mi.
:: Vaya un panorama chungo nos espera.
:: Pero pasó el tiempo y seguimos aquí
:: y aún no sé que hicimos para conseguir
:: hacernos un hueco en medio de este infierno.
:: Va por ti,
:: pues creo que te debo una canción de amor,
:: con la que
:: quiero agradecerte tu comprensión
:: y pedir
:: que sigas confiando cada día en mi
:: para que
:: lo que nos costó tanto no se llegue a romper.
:: Tú con tus movidas,
:: yo con mis historias,
:: tú con tus manías,
:: yo mis paranoias.
:: No necesitamos el contrato aquel
:: obligando a que nos hemos de querer.
:: Sólo con paciencia, cariño e ilusión,
:: tú cediendo un día y al siguiente yo,
:: y fue con un beso como lo sellamos.
:: Tú no has pretendido que me amolde a ti
:: ni yo te he pedido que cambies por mi,
:: somos como somos, y lo aceptamos.
:: Va por ti.....
- Sin contrato, Transfer -
