information (cause its everything) :-p
This post is for you, cause i havent mention you much in here and it's about time.
Although you deserve more than written lines.
For all these conversations we've been having lately, and every other conversation since we met. For your geekyness, your sincerity and your love for cold weather and rain.
Cause you make me laugh. Cause i really appreciate you. Cause i mean it when i say you're awesome. Cause you went from a-dude-in-class to a real friend. With all its letter. FRIEND.
This year, Sam. This winter. This Christmas.
Lights, hugs and gifts. Walks in the cold and hopefully snow.
Do not ever change. Unless you change to love yourself some more.
past in present
Nostalgia always finds its way back to me.
And old pictures and notes and gifts arent doing much to help.
What's going on with me? My jaw is sore from so much smiling and im thinking life cant get much better and next thing i know, im on the edge of tears.
For everything.
For her who left over a year.
For him who dissapeared.
I cant delete those pictures in my phone. Those sms.
I cant forget.
I cant throw away those 13 stars.
Is this how it's gonna be?
me, myself and i
I am: weak. stupid. naive. flawed. ticklish. stubborn. affectionate. obsessive. sincere. geeky.
addicted to many things. such as laugh and friends. nice if i like you. easy to talk to. quiet if im not comfortable, really talkative otherwise.
i enjoy silence. i'd never hurt those i love on purpose. i try to be mean when im hurt, but i dont usually succeed. i dont overreact. i forgive too easily. it takes a look to make me smile. i love stars and christmas lights.
i never lose hope.
i'm a mess, whimsical, impulsive. i curse. i procrastinate. i can't sing. i can't draw but i try. i play games for kids and watch movies for kids.
money cant impress me. i'd take a heart-shaped lolipop over gold earrings and pizza over a fancy dinner.
i hug and love being hugged. and i always kiss with my eyes closed.
i'd buy you your favorite candy. burn you my favorite movies and a cd with my favorite songs. i'd go to see you after class. i'd leave you hidden notes around your room. we'd play games that no one else would understand. we'd have code names, and code words. i'd wear your hoodies.
i'd start a pop corn fight, and probably a pillow fight too.
i won't tell you things i dont mean. ever.
except when everything falls to pieces and i tell you that i am fine.
This is me. Plain. Open.
Love me, or leave me, or rip me apart.
thoughts underground
I hang out at the base camp of the checkered shoes army.
And sometimes i see people and wonder if they're real or they're dressed up for a costume party.
Listening: Echo Screen - Rushmore.
marios party == awesomeness
Friday was indeed big. What a night. Probably the best birthday party ever, and one of the best nights. Pictures coming soon.
In other news: day off today, probably tomorrow too, movie and pizza last night, perhaps today a day for studying, perhaps for going out, prison break, hopefully a bike ride, probably not, and pasta salad for lunch.
That's all folks.
Listening: Echo Screen - The letter bomb.
nintendo night
Tomorrow will be big.
The world will keep spinning and people getting killed, and some other people getting laid and everything will look just the same, but for us, just a very few of us, inhabitants of this city, tomorrow will be different. Cause we'll make tomorrow different. With the thrill, and the costumes and the fun, and the friendship. Specially the friendship. And the birthday. And of course the birthday boy. The only one in green. The only real Mario, disguised as Luigi. Among us, in red and dungarees.
Im excited. Cause we're all in. And whoever is not, whoever didnt make any effort is not worth mentioning. And we wont let anything ruin tomorrow. Our night. Nintendo night. And more important, the day he'll turn a year older.
Happy birthday, Mario.
a quick update
Ive been wanting to post for a while but i never seemed to find the time to sit and type a whole entry without later on deleting everything i had written.
There's been changes regarding my life last year, exactly what i wanted, and so far things are going great and im happy with the decisions i made.
The new college is cool, i couldn't be happier about having left the stupid UC3M. This is university. With people walking around, with the possibily of taking first semester courses on the second half of the year (and vice versa), posters and ads up the walls and on the corridors...
Anyway, some people i met in Leganes are missed. I'll try to pay them a visit sometime soon.
Apart from uni the other novelty is the weekend job. Its good enough. Tiring but fun most of the times. The only complaint is not having been able to go out tonight due to starting at 9 tomorrow morning. Tho i dont really mind cause im having sunday off instead. And im alone all weekend and till the 12th.
Thats all. I'll keep updates of my more personal like to myself and to those who already know about it. At least for now.
Tiredness won the battle.
Im off to sleep.
