killing logic
The closer exams are, the more I go out. Stupid, eh? But it's being fun. And 6-7 hours in the library are making up for lost time.
Friday night, Tribunal (as usual).
Saturday night, movies with Ana and hanging out with her and some guys from school afterwards.
Sunday evening-night, Karol's birthday at her place. A-W-E-S-O-M-E.
Im really happy i went.I drove there following JC cause i had no idea of how to get there, but it was easier than i thought and the way back home with the help of the map Karol drew for me and my sister, was a piece of cake. This girl will be getting visits every once in a while from now on. <3 her.
Laughed my ass off all night, basically thanx to Oscar. He's one of my favortite people on earth. Sweet and funny as hell.
I could go on for a while, but i dont feel like writing anymore. Sorry.
Dinner time. And CSI on in half an hour.
Who would have said i'd end up in a park having a blast with that guy, his g/f and my best friend? Life's crazy.
I really like these new people im starting to hang out with.
thirty seconds to mars
Liked Fight Club? What about Requiem for a Dream?
Check out this band:
30 Seconds to Mars.
ge(e)cko
The cute little gecko i was gonna keep is gone. He's been taken out while i was in the library. I just hope cats stay away from him.
They'd better not fucking eat my pet.
the broken letter
I came to say goodbye and all i found was an empty room and a lousy note that read "it's better off this way".
Tryed to find a blade to cut a line across your name while thinking of the worst and knowing i was right.
Pictures of you and this guy that i didnt get to meet, looking happier than you've ever been with me. Smiling to that cam, to my xmas gift to you.
I'm glad you went to see that movie that i heartly recommended, and kept that cd with the songs we used to dance to.
Found a map with a big black cross spotted in nevada, and receives of 2 plane tickets dated for today.
I wonder if your lips are now as crimson as my chest, if you can smell the pain from a thousand miles away.
Sorry that i left blood dropelts on your bed. It wasnt my intention to remind you i'll be dead by the time you get from Vegas in a fancy wedding dress.
mi cielo se ha roto...
... y está lloviendo sangre.Llevo toda la tarde escuchando punk kalimochero e Ismael Serrano.
Y preguntandome muchas cosas.
Por qué tengo tantas ganas?
Sí, será por la gente. Con nombres y apellidos.
:: ¿Por qué me embargaron la aventura y la esperanza?
:: ¿Por qué desembarcaron en la playa?
:: ¿Por qué tanto empeño en velar
:: por mi seguridad?
:: ¿Por qué Latinoamérica te duele?
:: ¿Por qué al contacto de tu piel blindada, el caribe hierve?
:: ¿Y por qué no te quedas en casa,
:: a ver si solucionas lo que en tus suburbios pasa?
:: Dentro de poco lloverán estrellas en tu barrio,
:: y mandarás al ejército, encargado de limpiarlo.
:: Que no quede ni una mota de polvo celestial,
:: no vaya a ser que al contribuyente le de por soñar.
- ¿Por qué no te quedas en casa?, Ismael Serrano -
IM
I like it when you get online for a minute and right after you log in someone miles away from where you are messages you just to say "hey! i was about to go to sleep but i wanted to say hi".
That minute you were gonna be online turns into a few more and bedtime for someone in california is postponed for a bit.
ideas?
My plans for after the exams might be changing. Im seriously thinking about going to the Silverstein show, so I might leave the visit to London for then. Nacho would be living there by october so paying him a visit could be great too.
Now, after the exams, what? Barcelona? I think so.
Nothings decided though, so suggestions by people who'd like to come over (and actually will) are welcome.
I'm off to pick up María. She's staying at my place till tuesday. Fun.
4th.
I've just found out that long distance calls are one of those things that make me grin stupidly.
Despite the awfull sound, letting me only hear parts of a sentence.
Great day of studying, good movie tonight (Sin City), a popcorn bag i couldn't finish, pictures of the wedding and a router on its way and to be received on Monday.
Nice.
What is not going to be fun is formatting the comp next week. Thought it'll be worth it.
WiFi, WiFi, WiFi...
silverstein
I'm loving
these guys. Another band to add to the must-see list.
Hmmm, european tour in October.. Interesting. Who's in?
Saturday, October 22. London, UK @ Mean Fiddler.
w/ Hawthorne Heights, Spitafield and Bayside.
:: You're stabbing in. Permanent scars
:: And you'll justify it all inside yourself
:: You've finished me, my pulse is gone
:: And you're satisfied to put this all to hell
:: I wasn't asking for the world
:: And you know that I'm not one to follow through
:: All these city streets, the people look the same
:: And I can see your face, and I can hear your name
- Your sword vs. my dagger, Silverstein -
ha!
...
Love Ash
P.S.... and yeah, it's POP not Soda!!! U go girl!! hehe
I win. :-p
la música tapa la tristeza (igual que..)
... pero no podemos desviar la atención de Septiembre porque ¿qué vamos a ser en Septiembre? esperemos que algo grande,aunque de momento tenemos zapatos nuevos y vamos a bailar hasta el amanecer.Puede que tengas planes para mañana, pero intenta, al menos hoy, no pensar en ellos.
... y siguen llegando mensajes de publicidad para q renueve mi movil pero el que estoy esperando no llega, deberiamos acostumbrarnos a las decepciones.Ir por la calle con la música puesta, pensar que sentirá ese hombre con el que te acabas de cruzar al oir ese estribillo que a ti te pone los pelos de punta y darse cuenta de que él no oye nada, pero tampoco lo oye ella, a quien le has dejado un casco, porq va pensando en cuando volvera a verle, y la respuesta es fácil, en septiembre. Y efectivamente, sin desviar la atencion de septiembre, con lo bueno y con lo malo, y a ver como salen las cosas.
Somos unos grandes artistas, como diría Osquitar. :-)
Nos dedico mi blog. Por los dos mail de rayadas este verano, los buenos ratos y Heroes.
spare posters? hand me some
I need posters. Urgently. And i've no idea of where to get them. I want band posters and something tells me that probably no store here has any that i like. But i could be wrong. I dont really know where to look.
I just got down one that i bought ages ago and now i have a really big empty space on the wall i trully dislike. I only have that Chixdiggit poster that Scott gave me and it's not big enough.
I've checked interpunk, they have one pretty cool one from the Ataris but its out of stock, and the one i like from New Found Glory says "for US residence only". Great. Yeah, awesome.
I couldn't be more pissed about it.
Same shit with Dickies. USA ONLY. The truth is that i dont really care about it cause they dont have the ones i want. Yellow. I found them in a store here, but they were 50 euros. I'll have to wait for next year. Fingers crossed.
I should've been in Toronto and San Diego on saturday. I missed a wedding and a cd release show. But I still had fun here. Nice party we went to and Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. And milshake last night.
No complaints. Things are being awesome. (despite the exams)
I'm off. Time to go back to study. Physics. And listen to the cds i just downloaded: every time i die, my american heart and emery.
UPDATE: I just found an awesome posters site. It's spanish and has shitloads of bands. I see an order coming.
kill(ed), stab(bed)
I know you don't know this, but you're someone i'll never forget.
I think about you everytime i listen to that song you liked so much, and feel retarded.
felix felicis
Still deeply affected by harry potter's last book fever the title for a day like yesterday couldn't be anything else.
I woke up at 9 after barely 4 hours of sleep to go to class, but as i was tired and it was raining i decided not to. Instead i head off to the library. It had been quite a long time since i last felt so good with myself. Not only i was doing what im supposed to do till the end of september, but i also felt a lot closer to all those things i wanna do when im done with college. Closer to places and people i'll hopefully be seeing shortly.
After a few hours of being there i left to meet Samu and give him some notes back. We talked for around an hour about degree, jobs and future plans, involving travelling most of them. For a moment i regreted not going to a different college next year, but i think i've made the right decision. Samu would be missed if i'd leave, and some nice people i got to know better this year too. Moreover, /terrorkid might be in my class next year and that could be fun.
Got home for lunch and found my new and loved toy waiting for me, which made the day even better.
Left for band practice at 6, which ruled. I had lots of fun with the boys, and we almost finished a new song.
The only thing the day lacked was going to Malkavian after dinner with Cris and maybe Santy.
But instead i got to talk the boy (at last!), so no complaints. It was awesome to laugh with him.
"Bastard".
PS. Have fun in NYC, soda boy. Don't miss BSF, rise against and over it at
HELLFEST. Nor FATA, evergreen terrace, hidden in plain view, strike anywhere, emery... ... ...
(/envy!!!)
turned into strangers
Last night, while Ana was driving me home, we talked about how much things between two people can change. To the point that someone you've shared a year of your life with can, after months or years, end up being less important than someone you hardly got to know, but that for one reason or another had a lot of impact on you.
baby's here
My brand new iPod color arrived today. Awesomness.
things that no one told you about
- I like El Canto del Loco and the Backstreet Boys.
- I give dirty looks to people i can't stand, without noticing.
- I love tickling people and i'm pretty good at it, but i dont like being tickled myself.
- That smile of his drives me nuts. Silvia's always thought he'd be perfect for me.
- I cry easily with movies.
- If you say the word "fascinar" you'll get one of those dirty looks.
- Green was once my favorite color, just cause it was my mom's. Then i switched to yellow, my dad's.
- I dont like fish at all, but i wanna try Sushi.
- All the boy dolls i had when i was little were called Pablo, i keep most of them.
- Last summer a paintball almost hit me in the head, shot from less than a meter. Bastard kid with the marker.
cuddling?
Insert hug here: _________. Thanks.
:-)
memories
Four years ago I crossed an ocean for a boy. Someone I thought cared about me just as much i cared about him. And although things didnt turn out as expected, taking that flight happened to be one of the best things i've done in my life.
I'll never know what he really felt for me cause we never got to talk about it then or after i left, and we're not in touch anymore. All i know is that things between us were a lot more complicated than they seemed and we both knew it.
Despite all the lies and hard times i'll be thankfull forever. He was the reason i went back to a house that felt just like home, and to a family i consider my own. A place and a time that made me part of what i am today.
I only have good memories of those two months and all the people i shared everyday with.
I remember her, who was like a second mom, and a friend, and will always be remembered. Someone i miss more each day as i start to realize is gone.
It's amazing how after the years I still remember every little detail about that house, and the trailer.
How much the basement changed from the first time i was there, where we had that halloween party. And those nights going back to the trailer with the munchies and making toasts. And finishing the box of timbits on the way home from Tim Hortons and that phrase from the first day about the kind of stuff that people do. And that other one while watching Titus.
And I also remember how everynight she'd make pop corn for me cause she knew i loved it.
oh boy, severus..
Snape's been working for Lord Voldemort??!!
I'm disturbed.
wow
I woke up today with an open wrist and sore neck.
Maybe i have a double live and i turn into a superhero when i'm asleep. Maybe i've been up all night fighting villains.
stress
I really should start programming...
chipiona 2005
When I wanna write about things from a few days ago I never know how to start, but oh well..
We got to Chipiona on friday aroung 5pm after getting lost like a thousand times. We waited for Sergio's cousins to get there (the twins) and then around 7 or 8 went to the beah for a while. It was pretty windy and cold so we only stayed for a few drinks (cold beer and that wine+sprite thing at the beach as awsome) and went back home. Left for dinner, bought some drink and left early as we were all tired.
On saturday morning Mario and I went to pick Bibi and her brother p from the bus station (they stayed till monday morning), we went grocery shopping (lettuce? why do you need lettuce? we're not gonna be making salads at this point of life...), made lunch, ate, went to the beach. Then the usual, got home, had a shower, made dinner, got ready, went out. And the night out: friends, alcohol, laughs and skinny dipping. Seriously some of the best times in a long time. A night to remember, no doubt. I got to meet Maria (finally) and had a blast. It was great fun with her. Too bad she couldnt stay longer. After drinking whisky (disgusting!!) for a while we went to a bar for shots. Big laughs there, it was super funny seeing any of us drunk trying to serve the others and spilling everything on the table, and all those stupid things we said.
And on the way home (after going swimming, walking barefoot, with just a hoodie and underwear on) that feeling i'm starting to get used to: nostalgia. Summer always makes me miss those times back in 2003 and a night like saturday's a lot more. I can't help it. It reminded me so much of that night in August. The laugh therapy, the tequila shots, the tickeling battle, sharing a towel and listening to rufio. Those words I can't forget. And those friends i shared so much with. People I'd never thought i could get so close to.
After some time walking we got home, and went to bed around 7am.
The rest of the days were pretty much the same, but not so much fun. Waking up late, making lunch, watching stupid movies or family guy episodes, getting ready to go out and eating whether at home or out. Then party. We'd buy something to drink first and then go to that bar (koyote), or simply go to Koyote and drink there. We went to a show on Tuesday but it wasnt too good and on thursday we took the guitar out but we didnt play anything at all. Mario was too drunk to play, and it was way too windy.
It's been a fun week. A bit exhausting being with just 4 guys but fun afterall. They wouldnt stop checking girls out for a moment, and to make it even worse the guys there sucked so i couldnt join the game. I ended up giving a last comment about the girls they thought were hot. Like, "yeah, that one's pretty hot" or "no, that one isn't really any special.."
I could talk a lot more about it, but i dont feel like it, so that's it.
I'm tired. And i'm off to the movies. I'm driving. Yay.
