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"I was just thinking... that... I'm a rigthy and you're a lefty..."

posted by susiluz @ 7:42 PM 0 comments

home sweet home

I'm home. Finally. (Actually I'm at Cris's cause my internet's fucked up...)
I really felt like coming back, but saying goodbye to everyone from the campsite was harder than I thought it'd be.
We all from the beach bar went out for dinner cause i was leaving last thursday. It was so fucking good. After dinner we went to Luam, smoke some joints, have some beers. Chilled for a bit. I went on Dani's car. Awsome. I'm feeling quite lazy to explain everything so I'll just leave it this way: it rule. (easy, uh?)

I think he's pissed. I'm sorry if I hurt you. I've said it already, and I'll say it a million times if I have to. Despite what it might seem I dont do stuff with bad intention. Believe me. I'm trully sorry, whatever it is that I've done wrong this time. Give me a call when you feel like it. You know where to find me. (Btw, you know who you are, right?)

I can't wait to see Ana and Palo, they're coming over. Actually, they should be showing up in like... now? Why do they take so long?? I wanna see them!!

Alez said somthing the other day about going to Denia to JC's house when we all finish our exams (including Hugo, good luck with Selectividad!!!). Sounds good, but I might not have enought time to do it all. My mom wants to go somewhere too, whole family-vacation kinda thing, and it could be good, but I've missed my friends!! And I wanna see Mo too. Alez said he should come with us to Denia. What he should really do is move to Spain. But still, don't worry, my plans of kidnapping him are still up. Yay.

Well, people, I'm off. Take care. See you @ the pit. LOL.

(Please, listen to "Tiger Lily" from Matchbook Romance)

posted by susiluz @ 7:41 PM 0 comments

kelly cries

Sometimes, when I think that he's not here, I feel like Kelly.

I've been writting random stuff in a notebook this last week. Things that I like and why I think I like them. Things that scare me, and why they do so. It's been good. I didn't really stopped to think too much, I just wrote whatever it came to my mind. But not exactly "automatic writing" (or whatever the hell it is called).

I'm free today. I really needed a day off. I'm so not liking work this year... It's way to stressing, and I can't stand this girl. Just cause her mom's the boss she thinks she can do whatever she wants, and the worst thing about it is that she actually can..
I don't wanna come next year. Leonie has been trying to convince me cause she's gonna come next summer to work at the beach bar (she's in Animación this year), but I don't know.
I feel like doing something new, plus I'm getting tired of this campsite. 7 years are long enough. Ok, next year I'd probably have a car to move around, but still... I wanna do something like Palo did this year, go to England to work, or somewhere else. I don't know. I have a whole year to think about it.

Fata ruled last friday (6th). I hate the Fata, and you know it (don't you, Mo?), but it was cool. It was "Foam Party", they put foam all over the dance floor. I didnt want to go in cause I had my cell and my money and cool pants on, but I finally did and ended up completly soaked. It was soooo great. I missed him lots tho. All I wanted to do was kiss him under the foam. But he knows that already.

It's not even 2 weeks till I go home. I'm really looking forward to it. I miss my crew. Mario, Serg, Oscar, Juan, Carol, Madero, Bibi, Little vegan.... Ana, Cris, Palo... My intermissioners: Alez, Hugo, JC, Javi. Nacho too.
I miss you all. And YOU ALL know who you are. Hehe.
I'm gonna miss everyone from the campsite too. Specially Miguel. He's my little brother. YAY. He's the best.
I miss Mo.

:: When Kelly cries, the makeup runs from her eyes
And spills the truth about how she feels inside ::

posted by susiluz @ 8:46 PM 0 comments

Er

He uses CK One and likes Ska. Has the weirdest eyes I've ever seen.
Came for coke just to see me, looked at me to make me smile, got me flowers that sometimes lied ("don't belive in flowers" [if they say I don't love you]).

He always walked me home and turned for a last look. Wrote me messages on the phone (I love you too), was always there to hold me tight after a long day of work.

Hey!! now that I think about it! who won? I bet I did. "O" here's another one just in case we were "two-two". I know, i'm s00pid (but just a bit). Fuck babe, you're close to spectacular (good day, good sir).

I miss you. I miss your smile. I miss the way I knew everything was fine evertime I was with you.
I loved it when you said "Everything's fine, baby" that night at your tent when the wind scared me. I loved everything about being with you.
I loved paintball against you.

I guess from now on I'll just drink with yellow straws.

posted by susiluz @ 7:34 PM 0 comments

paintball

Paintball rules. I couldnt post anything about it the other day. I've been there 3 times already. It was fucking great. Last time I went with some ppl that work at the campsite too. From 1 to 3 am. It was soooo cool. I went too with Mo and the others. I can't wait to go again. It ruled. And I play for free. YAY.

I have marks all over my body, but I want mooooreee!!!

posted by susiluz @ 8:02 AM 0 comments