inside out
Im home. Accounts of the journey soon.
A song on the way here almost made me cry. I miss that boy with the cool eyes living up north. I wish i could've gone over and see you. It's been really weird being at the beach without you. In a totally unknown beach.
Thank you for that call your last night in Spain.
the boy you swore you'd never leave
the one you kissed on new years's eve
DJH ready to hit the road
Not that it hasn't yet, cause my mom's been driving it for a while now, but in a few days it'll be me behind the wheel.
I just got a call from Kike, who i send a sms to a couple of hours ago saying i've passed the driving test. He said he can give me my birthday present now: 2 pink dice for the car. Black car, pink dice. yay yay yay. And that really cute Diddl i got last year. Dedge, the hardcore straightedge diddle mouse.
I promised Kike a visit and Samu a ride as soon as i get my provisional licence. That paper is supposed to arrive at the drivingschool next week or so. I can't wait. Driving is looots of fun. One of the things i like the most is changing from 4th to 5th gear on the highway.
Im going to Chipiona (Cádiz) wiht Mario and Pablo tomorrow morning. We're meeting Sergio's cousins there. The twins. I never know who is who, but i hope that changes soon. It's gonna be a helluva great week. Beach, party and a guitar. Mario's taking his. I'm prably meeting Maria from the PBTV forum too. Should be fun. Lots of fun.
So today's been a pretty good day, and yesterday it was too. I had class, but i laugh my ass off. The first two hours, Physics, were a bit boring, but systems and circuits was awsome. We drew the whole class, mocking almost everyone. The weird guy, playmobil guy, the bird, that other kid with the funny shirt..
We humans can be cruel. :-p
After class, and eating at my grandparents (why is it that grandmothers make us eat till we almost explode?) I hung out with John for a short while and went to get the new Harry Potter book. Yeah, Nach, i did buy it. Well, i dint pay, but i have it. I havent started it yet, i'm gonna leave it for when i come back. Which is dangerous cause i might not study again till im done with the book. This stupid kid and his friends really have me addicted.
Some news i got this last few days: Lisa is getting married. Holy shit. I wish i could go over for the wedding. I miss Canada. And all of them.
Danny's getting married too. Drew just told me the other night. I havent talked to Dan for a long time, havent seen him for even longer. Since he moved back to England i've only seen him once. 2 summers ago at Drew's party. Now Drew's back in England too. I hope he really comes back before summer ends cause i couldnt hang out with him any of these days he's been here.
Anyway i'm done for today. Im not writting anything interesting so i guess no one's gonna care if keep going (and i could) or not.
Have a good week everyone. Nach, have fun wherever it was that you're going. (sorry i keep forgetting all time).
yoohoo!!
I wish I weren't this stupid. Cause no matter how many times I say i won't give a fuck no more, that I'm over it, that i'll take things as they come, that I won't get any excited, I just lie to myself and the rest of the world.
I don't understand people. And I try to, I promise.
What's with those mood swings? With text messagin in a week more than all last year and all of a sudden hardly even talking?
And it'd still be my fault.. Yeah, sure it is.
the fun of stepping on broken glass
My night today finished before it even started, around 3:30 pm. Same with band practice.
I accidentally kicked a glass, it broke and i step on it, barefoot. Not my fault tho. How could i know there was a glass next to the bed? I've been lucky, for what it could have been it's nothing, just a big but not too deep cut and few marks from tiny glasses.
To say the truth i didnt have any big plans for tonight, i dunno if anyone talked to Drew and we were hanging out with him or everyone was going to some parties in Torrelodones. I'll take a movie and enjoy the night home, it wont be too bad.
Plus I got the first sms in days and it was from yellow boy, which definitely made the evening better. I miss him. Being at Las Dunas right now would rock so much shit.
I talked to Marta, who said she might come at the end of September. Great news, it's gonna be fun. Havent seen her for years. I hope she gets online again later and we keep talking about her hot co-workers and all those lifeguards parties shes gonna take me to. Im really looking forward to go, hang out with her, meet people, and see all those places i wanna go to. Including Seaworld, with Shamu the killing whale.
I told her that if things go good at uni next year id like to go over for the summer and get a job, and she said i could easily do that. Things might not be as hard as i thought, specially knowing someone willing to help.
I was just thinking about online conversations, and all the stupid expressions we use. Things like "lol" when you're nor really laughing out loud, or simply writing "haha" when you're not even laughing.
I hardly use "lol" but i noticed i overuse smilies.
I think its all matter of the lack of body language. What would be a smile or sign of affection in real life can easily be a written "haha".
Same with the "lol" thing, used to express you've enjoyed that last comment, found it funny, and whatnot. Or the smilies, trying to show the tone of sentences, or make the conversation a bit less impersonal.
At least that's what i think i use that stuff for.
:: Drive all night to hold you tight
:: Back to California
:: Days went by
:: We waited and I guess we’re getting older
:: We couldn’t win in the end
:: You’re gone
:: I’m miles away
- Back to California, Sugarcult -
mall fever
My consumer me has been fullfiled today. 2 pants, 2 tops. Cheap pants, expensive tee's. All for being Billabong and Roxy. I hate paying for a name, but i loved them and they were on sale. Oh well... I won't be buying much for a long while so i guess its not that big deal. I needed summer clothes anyway.
This morning after class both Elena's came to pick Mercedes and I up and we went out for lunch. It was fun. They put me up to date, there were LOTS of stuff i didnt know about. Gossip mostly. Hehe. I should hang out with them more often.
About my depressing mood of the other day, it's gone.
If i have to set things up in the last moment, im cool with it.
Talked to Hugo just now and he said we can crash at his place, so one less thing to worry about. And the only one really.
My sis wants the comp. I should be going. (and getting a damn router soon).
Yellow boy is gonna be in Spain next week and I won't be able to see him. Ouch.
boo everything
I don't like the way little details affect me. The way a simple goodbye can mean the world.
I'm really excited about that week, but it seems things have changed. I feel he's not that interested anymore. But I might just be paranoid. I'll try not to think too much about it.
Liam's package hasnt come in yet. He sent me something last week of june and it's still not here. I know it's Australia, but come on, its been way too long. I hope it doesnt take much longer. This guy's a cutie.
The order from smartpunk that i was waiting for is getting cancelled. I got an email saying they needed my payment so the stuff could be sent, but apparently they dont accept credit cards from Spain. They've been pretty nice. The guy who's been writing has taken a lot of trouble to find out if there was any way i could pay with visa. There's not tho, so i'd have to create a paypal account.
I'll ask Eric if they're gonna put the cd out at interpunk too and if they do i'll just wait and get it from there. Otherwise i'll make the paypal account.
I really want
that cd.
Things are beeing sucky.
And drum and bass is getting me nostalgic. But there's nothing else i wanna listen to right now.
again with the world
Mike's pissed cause im not moving to So Cal next year and i might not have the money to go visit in september.
I wish things were easier.
Having friends far away means missing people 24/7. Shitloads.
There are too many places i wanna go to. I bet Craig would be up for a world trip.
And too many people I cant wait to see.
