Monday, November 29, 2004

I'll count to ten and I'll open my eyes

Have anyone ever thought how many tears can be saved just by asking "how're you feeling?".
It really works to show some interest.

I hate the way I expect things that never happen. The way I care too much about meaningless stuff. Meaningless but that might fucking mean the world to me.

Anyways, friday was a blast. I love my boys (and girls).
Btw, the doctor said I'm fine.

Seeing those pictures last night was hard. I looked cute on that motorbike my uncle rode.

Thursday, November 25, 2004

hey Pacha!!

8 days for the cuddling marathon. 216 hours non-stop.
yay for him coming.

p.s. i'm thrilled to pieces.

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

breath in, breath out, survive

I have my uncle's image stuck in mind.
I can't believe sunday was probably the last time I'll ever see him...
No more comments about it.

Friday, November 19, 2004

good friends are hard to find

Es increible ver como algunas cosas no cambian.
Que no hagan falta palabras. Que siempre sepamos encontrarnos.
Que pasen los años y sigamos ahí.
Gracias por hacer mi vida mucho mejor de lo que sería sin vosotras.
Os quiero la hostia!!!! No se que haría si no estuvierais.

Parece que fue ayer cuando estabamos en una habitación en un hotel de Italia hablando de pives y poniendonos hasta el culo de patatas y galletas saladas...

:: Quería decirte como te he dicho otras veces
:: que pase lo que pase estoy aquí.

Thursday, November 18, 2004

international run day

8:09 - Saw the train. Run to get it.
13:30 - Saw the train. Run to get it.
2:01 - Saw the bus. Run to get it.

I'm not used to so much effort. I love my sedentary life.
(not really)

P.S. Just thought about this song while running (and downloaded the acoustic version a few hours ago)

:: i'm sorry that it took so long
:: to write this song
:: but i gave up
:: you see one million words can't describe
:: how it feels
:: to know your love
:: where did i go wrong?
:: i should have told you from the start
:: that i'm closer then you think
:: when we're apart
:: nothing that i've tried
:: is as simple as this line

:: but without you
:: my life is incomplete
:: my days are absolutely gray
:: and so I'll try
:: let your heart know for sure
:: that i have so much more to tell you
:: every single day

:: i swear i'm giving up my inside
:: to the one that i adorded
:: i know this world is big enough
:: for you and i
:: but i'll give you more
:: i'm coming home today
:: to wipe the teardrops from your eyes
:: i'm totally enamored by your life
:: nothing that i've done
:: has ever been for one

:: ... ...

- International you day, No Use For a Name -

Friday, November 12, 2004

simple things (that I can't have)

I wanna drive around the city all night, stare at the lights, stop at starbuck's for frappuccino, loads of ice cream even if I freeze on my attempt to finish all, pop corn while watching movies in my room, run down main streets laughing my ass off while I try to catch you, play a cd over and over till we get tired of it, sing along to poppy songs, lay on the floor and tell you stories I'd make up about stars and broken wings ...

I'm not asking for much. I just need those simple things that no one cares about. And you.

in love and death Vol.2

Ready for hell. Wearing fireproof shorts and sun glasses.
We rock.
Back on Sunday.


:: Do you know how long I've waited?
:: To look up from below,
:: Just to find someone like you?
:: And will your love light burn me baby?
:: Burn a hole right through my heart

- Lunacy fringe, The Used -

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

in love and death Vol.1

... beep ... ... beep ... ... beep ... ... ... beep ... ... (silence) ... ... beep ... ... (silence) ... ... (silence) ... ... (silence) ... ... ... ... ...

:: My heart stopped beating
:: Such a softer sin

:: In your eyes
:: I lost my place
:: Could stay a while
:: And I'm melting
:: In your eyes
:: Like my first time
:: That I caught fire
:: Just stay with me
:: Lay with me
:: Now

- I caught fire (in your eyes), The Used -

Sunday, November 7, 2004

band(s)...

... I need to see before I die:
- MxPx
- Rufio
- The Ataris (again)
- Fall Out Boy

... I'd love to see before I die:
- Funeral for a friend
- Story of the year
- Taking back sunday
- Blink 182
- New Found Glory

... that made me cry in a show:
- The Used
- The Ataris
- Belvedere

... that is coming to Spain:
- MxPx (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) --> 03-02-2005... Arena.

(Notice I added Rufio and Fall Out Boy not long ago, so yup, I only really have MxPx to die in peace...)

Saturday, November 6, 2004

until the day I die I'll spill my heart for you


we're closer than it seems

Three words to describe the show last thursday:
I-LOVE-BELVEDERE.
Thanx guys. Thanx for everything. Thanx specially to Steve.
Thanx for that song. It even made me "cry" :-)
The other two bands were cool too, but I find Belvedere simply amazing. I think I like them more every time I see them.
Mad Caddies are still cool after seeing them like 4 times. I didn't expect to like them too much, I've not been listining to ska lately, but they were great. And they played the classics! :-)
So, yup, it's a damn good show. The only bad thing: The disgusting "show" of that guy from Throw Rag. Shit, it was gross! Licking/spilling-all-over his own sweat... Yuck.


:: Remember never needing sorted explanations,
:: never had to think about i
:: tnever had to wonder where you're coming from
:: it's these complexities that scrambled our relations
:: i wonder why we thought about an open door
:: when all the walls were coming down

:: and it's sad you took me with the passion in your eyes
:: but you never wanted a relationship this time

:: it's not a wait this time, now it's over
:: all along, you were there but it's not going anywhere
:: Don't explain, don't try cause it's over
:: my memories, fixed in stone,
:: petrified and seperated all alone

- Closed doors, Belvedere -

Thursday, November 4, 2004

red, white and retarded

Fuck Ohio (and every empty-minded who voted for the bastard)

Wednesday, November 3, 2004

randal

Happy birthday, Mario!!
(K)(K)(K)

a (pink)girl that loves a (yellow)boy

If those things bring tears to your eyes, I'm sorry, I'll make you cry.
You know I won't stop saying what I feel for you or how you make me feel.

Btw, this is the song I meant.

:: First Thing in the morning when you
:: just arrose your eyes still closed
:: Your getting up, your feeling down,
:: maybe it cos your beds creased on one side
:: you can't hide your face was smiling
:: while you heart wears a frown
:: Always moving on, no place to go home
:: living alone why should it have to be this way?

:: We all need someone to love,
:: we all need someone to love
:: holding and kissing you
:: when you go missin you
:: Keeping you warm from the cold of the night
:: We all need oh someone to love

:: your running your hiding you hurt inside
:: for memories you can't get away
:: from the pain in your heart
:: tossing your turning you'll see all you would learn
:: in a childhood dream can keep it together
:: while your world falls apart
:: your just like them, they don't agree,
:: living alone why does it have to be this way?

:: holding and kissing you when you go missing you
:: keeping you warm from the cold of the night
:: and to be your companion its all understanding your
:: every need to be alright
:: holding and kissing you when you go missing you
:: keeping you warm from the cold of the night
:: and to be your companion its all understanding your
:: every need to be alright

- Someone to love, East 17 -

Tuesday, November 2, 2004

WTF (not meaning What The Fuck)

... days go by so slow?

Heart-shapes still remind of you.