shit happens
But sometimes shit's too much to stand.
Mo left on Monday. It's just friday and it seems he's been gone forever. Weeks with him seemed days and days without him seem weeks. Sux big time. I want him to be here. To hug me after work, walk by and smile to me. I wanna serve him more Sue beer. Hehe.
I've just read an email from Ashley. Kris is ill and there's no cure for the cancer she has. NO. NO FUCKING WAY THIS IS POSSIBLE. She's my second mom. She can't fucking die.
Ok people not in the mood for writing any longer. Works waiting and this bad news have been too much.
I love you baby. I wish you were here.
I love you Ash, Lis and Kris. Gary too. You've been and will forever be my second family.
I'm definitely going back to Canada soon.
804?
Free day. Good stuff. We might be going to that Paintball thing today, tho it's not sure. We'll go sometime soon anyways, we're all really looking forward to it. It's gonna be hell fun. I'm gonna go with Lejow, JP,Cris and some other dutch. It'd kinda hard to put german and dutch together.
I can't wait to see my sis, parents and rest of the family who's coming. They're bringing the guitar and hopefully my new sun glasses, but they still have to buy them.
Juanma's coming for a few days too. Will it be like the old times? We'll definitely have one Tequila Nigh no matter what.
Alez, try to come!!!
yay
Mo's here. He's a cutie, and I get to kiss him.
bar woman
Just a quik update to let you know I'm still alive.
Work this summer it's kinda worse than last year, mostly cause the boss changed. It's no longer Juan. He didn't come this summer. sux big time.
I've alone at my room till last night, when Martina, a dutch girl that has been working here for a few years came. I didn't get the chance to talked to her much tho.
I haven't gone out yet. Not a single night. I've been whether sleeping or studying a bit. I know I won't do shit from tomorrow or monday on.
Leonie's coming the 12th and I guess Mo's coming tomorrow or the 12th.I can't wait to see them all. Seruiously. It's gonna kicked ass, I know that for sure.
There's this paintball thing near the campsite too. It's new. I'm definitely gonna go there. Yup. FUN STUFF: I'll try to max. Hehe. (is that how it's called?)
Oh, btw, to those who I told I was at the kitchen this summer... good news. I'm officially at the bar now. With the same hours as last year. Tonight's my last night finishing at 8:00pm. YAY.
Should be off. Take care. I miss you.
Alez, don't forget your rollerblades when you come over. Bring JC's wale too!!
buh bye, home
Last night at home, tho I really only have an hour or so till we leave. It's 6 am and I haven't gone to bed or anything yet. I have to get some pics we made last night into the comp, but I thought I could post a few lines before that.
I went out tonight from 12 to 3:30. I wish I could've stayed longer, but I had things to do at home. I only hung out with Mario, Sergio, Bibi and Alex, but it's been a great night. They're the best. I've had pretty cool talks with Bibi tonight and last night. Both fun and sad ones. Cheer up girl!! you don't deserve being down! (btw, text him and see what happens, I'll attack as soon as I get back! LOL).
Is a shame I couldn't see Ana, Cris or Palo this week, I'm gonna miss them too.
Well, I cant write any longer. Have a great summer you all and take care!!
:-)
I love my life. I love my friends. I love it when I'm with them.
I laugh my ass out all night yesterday. It kicked ass. We went to "Another Kind of Death" show on Siroco and then went to Hugo's house in malasaña. The show was fucking awsome. I don't specially like hardcore, but this band is amazing. They played with another band called Moksha or something liked that which I didn't really like. We left and went to get a kebap cause we were all starving, and came back to Siroco to get the others. After that, absent shots. 50%. JC, Hugo and Charly got 70%, they're nuts.
Then, at Hugo's, I spent all time laughing. I had the best time in months. Seriously. Hugo got way too drunk and the night started to be less funny, but still funny as hell. I wonder what he'll be like when we tell him all the stuff he did and said last night...
I'm leaving tomorrow mornig (aroung 6am) to the campsite, and I start working on Sunday. My mom can't come with us. Sucks big time, I really wanted her to come.
I was thinking last night, how happy I've felt this last 2 days. I don't know what the hell got me wednesday night to feel so weird and down...
I love you people. I'm gonna miss you all.
P.S. Alez, JC and Javi, make sure that when you come to Las Dunas to visit me you bring that plastic wale JC bouth for Denia. We're gonna be the coolest.
despair wins
Getting your expectations too high is most of times no good. Things don't usually turn out the way they're planned. And that of course doesn't mean they end up being worse than expected, but there are times they leave you with this bittersweet feeling.
Things were great today. I did most of the things I had planned, but I don't know, I'm not really feeling too happy. Anways, the only thing I can complain about is not seeing Cris (we definitely need longer days).
It's been a cool day, but I can't help having this weird feeling inside. Is it all just cause it's hard to forget? Everything reminds me of him. I'm feeling like I'm stuck somewhere I don't wanna be, trapped inside a place I wanna scape from. I don't wanna go away. Not yet. I still have things to do. People to see.
Nostalgia sucks and I'm going to bed. Well, actually to finish seeing Brother Bear with Hugo. He's sleeping over at my place. It's cool to have him back. I've missed this crazy ass.
