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free beer and food i didnt try

Former students reunion at school last night was ok. Worse than last year tho cause 3 of the 3 teachers i wanted to see werent there. It was funny how everyone in my english class for the 2 or 3 last years of school said the same thing when hearing miss caroline wasnt there: "lets go then. no point in being here any longer if she's not here".
We stayed tho. It was good seeing old friends. I hadn't seen some of them for a year.
It was annoying tho having to say hi to people i dont give shit about and dont give shit about me. If we didnt talk when we were in the same class/grade what makes you think im interested now? call me antisocial, call me whatever, but i hate hypocresy.
It was good seeing most of the people, but gotta say the whole thing was pretty much a farce and made me thing if i'll go next year. But i think i will, despite the false looks and having to be nice (for about 4 seconds) to people i cant stand. There are people i wont be seeing at all this year who i really apreciate and id like to see again.
I don't think i can say they're friends if thinking about friends as those who are always there for you and you're always there for no matter what, but they're more than school mates. I've known some of them since i was 5 and kept seeing them in class or around school till we were 18. I've grown up with those kids.
So, yeah, i think i'll go. And i'll go to that dinner they're setting up for May 20th. Just for people that were in class D.

The rest of the night was good too. Went out with some people from school, and had some laughs. Not the kind of thing i'd do every weekend (or every month) but good anyhow.

I've felt loved and liked. People wanting to meet up, sending sms to see what the plan was so we could hang out for a while, getting a ride in a convertible driven by an old friend, being asked about the boy and how i was getting along with it by people i really apreciate.. Nice.
And a sms from Kike saying i should go out or he'd get mad. Hadn't seen him for a while. Sorry I stayed home. Lunch sometime this week for sure.

Something's missing tho. Bad bad.

P.S. "saaan deee egg oh"

posted by susiluz @ 1:25 AM