best friends doesnt mean i pulled the trigger
I thought a whole morning listening to songs with lyrics full of hatred, guns, and betrayals would help me hate you. But it didnt really. Not a bit.I've been all day saying you could rot in hell and i woudn't care at all, but that's just been lying to myself.
I would've never expect hypocresy from what i thought a best friend. Or being pushed away this way.
I think i dont deserve what i'm going thru. Believe ir or not, this is being painful.
I hope you find yourself missing me tons in the end.
I might not hate you, but i certainly hate the way i can't help telling some tears slip.
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