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It's 4:16 am, Saturday 4th June. I'm writing in word pad cause it's not only wi-fi i dont have (which means no posibility of blogging properly from my room) but also a good text editor.
I've just got back a while ago. First thing i did was get online (me and my addiction), check the message board i've been stoping by and writing lately, inbox (no new mails), friend's blogs (no new entries) and turn off the comp.
Got to bed and suddenly felt like writing. So thats what im doing. I'm lying in bed, trying to get off the last effects of alcohol and thinking about a night that's been pretty good. It's had its ups and lows, but the overall is fairly positive.
I drank more than i should have, considering the plan was getting home early and stay up late studying. And i hadn't drink that much, but alcohol affects me easily and i hadnt eaten a thing since 3pm.

Day started at 9, hearing my mom talk about me and my sis when we were small.
Got to uni around 11, left at 3, went to eat at my grandparents, saw one of my fave things on earth (little cousins that'd be), came home, went out.

I've finally got to meet Cris' bf. He's really nice. Had fun the time i spend with them.

Got to Shock around 10. Sergio and Mario showed up on time, we waited for Nacho and Kike and we went to buy cola, ice and plastic glasses. The rest of the people came after.
It hasn't been any kind of super big party, but i had a great night. As i always say it's company that really matters. I loved seeing people i wasnt too sure would turn up.
I got a super cute Gizmo from my friends. It moves and does that singing noise kinda thing it does on the movies. 100% cuteness.
And Pleasantville from Hugo. Nice movie. :-)
Had a really nice talk to a girl i trully love about old times and things i should do but i wont probably do, set up a party at my place after the exams, including a show from the boys and girl and maybe even us, a bbq and a night swim.
Made plans about going to the states before we're 30, to live for a while, talked about how hard it is (not to say impossible) to make something out of the music we love in this country (no matter if you have enough potential or not) and how a DVD won't make any difference at all.
Glad to see there are people that share my dreams. People I can share them with and try to make them real.

The world shouldn't work this way. Everything would be a lot easier if we took the world as a big unity, as a world, a big big mass of land where we're all the same, instead of an unity of independent countries. But that's not something im gonna start with cause i could go on for hours and it's getting late. Maybe some other time.

Talked about that boy that's got so many names from so many different people, on the way home. And while i was talking about it i felt a lot of ideas straightening. Like i was talking and at the same time listening to every word i said. It felt like i was the actor and the audience.

That persistence just made me think i should be morecorageous. Risk. Fight for that i really want.
I'll do if i find the time. And the guts.
It's gonna be a long summer anyway. And hope is something i tend not to lose.

posted by susiluz @ 10:58 PM